Don't try to seize Krishna by the strength of your mind or by any clever calculation — that catches no one. Srila Krishnadas Kaviraja says: Krishna makes every effort to conceal Himself, to hide His own greatness, yet He cannot stay hidden from His devotees — they always find Him anyway. He hides like a child behind a curtain: the pot of yogurt lies broken, and tiny footprints lead across the yard toward the hiding place — only a mother's love reads them unmistakably, finding Him faster than any search by force ever could. So it is with your heart: don't chase the Name with your intelligence, don't squeeze it out by effort — simply love, and it will reveal itself on its own.